im freaking out at the moment
everything is just not going my way i guess
first of all im sick which is completely STUPID cos its summer..your not supposed to get sick in summer..im all shakey and sore..and yesterday it was 32 degrees..AND I WAS COLD..! WTF
anywho..second thing...i got my working holiday visa for japan...but its only for 6 months..and i wanted to go for longer so now im stressing and dont know wat to do about it..and the ppl at the japanese consulate in melb are kinda intimidating and dont like to talk to you so i dont really wanna go back there...plus the building is like 50 floors high or sumthing..and the consulate is on the 45th floor...so your ears pop like when your on a plane everytime you go up and down..and the fucking sensors on the lift doors are completely shite and cant tell when ppl are walking into the lift (like me for example)..and slam shut on you as your walking in! lol and the security dude just stares at us weird now cos we've been there so many fucking times haha
3rd thing...im sick of paying for everything..i mean sure im REALLLYY excited to go to japan and all...but fuck its costing a shit load of money..blah *twitch*
5th thing...MY COMPUTER IS A FUCKING PEICE OF SHIT SUMTIMES (like right now) AND I WANT TO HURT IT (if it were human).....
ok im over that now lol
6th thing...my boss is a complete dick sumtimes....i asked him for heaps of extra shifts at work before i leave in like a week (to deal with my broke-ness) ...BUT NO...ive hardly got ANY new shifts at all....which just sucks
7th thing...my room is a complete mess and every time i try to clean it i just make it worse...i take stuff out to try and put it back neater..but then i get bored/distracted and end up being like meh fuck it ill do it later (which i dont)...this has happened so many times that my room is just a massive pile of clothes and other random shit..
hum...wat else to complain about..
eh that will do for now...
ive got wat too much going through my head at the moment...lol i dont think im dealing with it to well....gee i wonder how long this is..... =/
well done if you read it all lmao

oh yeah 8th thing is i went out the other night..it was ok at first but then 3 of us just ended up walking around for about an hour trying to find sumwhere to go...which resulted in very painfull blisters on my feet
not fun lol
and theres a 9th thing but im not going to bother you lovely ppl with that =]

im going to stare at the computer screen for a while now..
bye